wild grass foreward

01 April 2020

When I am silent, I feel replete; as I open my mouth to speak, I am conscious of emptiness. The past life has died. I exult over its death, because from this I know that it once existed. The dead life has decayed. I exult over its decay, because from this I know that it has not been empty. From the clay of life abandoned on the ground grow no lofty trees, only wild grass. For that I am to blame. Wild grass strikes no deep roots, has no beautiful flowers and leaves, yet it imbibes dew, water and the blood and flesh of the dead, although all to rob it of life. As long as it lives it is trampled upon and mown down, until it dies and decays. But I am not worried; I am glad. I shall laugh aloud and sing. I love my wild grass, but I detest the ground which decks itself with wild grass. A subterranean fire is spreading, and raging underground. Once the molten lava breaks through the earth's crust, it will consume all the wild grass and lofty trees, leaving nothing to decay. But I am not worried; I am glad. I shall laugh aloud and sing. Heaven and earth are so serene that I cannot laugh aloud or sing. Even if they were not so serene, I probably could not either. Between light and darkness, life and death, past and future, I dedicate this tussock of wild grass as my pledge to friend and foe, man and beast, those whom I love and do not love. For my own sake and for the sake of friend and foe, man and beast, those whom I love and do not love, I hope for the swift death and decay of this wild grass. Otherwise, it means I have not lived, and this would be truly more lamentable than death and decay. Go, then, wild grass, together with my foreword! -Lu Xun April 26th 1927